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Friday, March 4, 2011

there arE...~

(^^)v

hihihi~

...220211...

my first and last...
...going to HoSHAS
[Hosp Temerloh,,, ape ntah name full die hehe~]

e'eh... bukan first la cik amal! dulu before register dekat uia kuantan, kan ke tido dekat kuaters dekat hoshas tu... umah akak ape eh? ntah. tak ngat... sepupu abah. abah mama je kenal hehe~

orait2. back to the story...
selasa lepas pegi hoshas,,, sebab memang turn GROUP B pegi minggu lepas... hehe
sem 1 dulu GROUP B tak sempat pegi sebab patut nye on rotation ktOrg pegi yang last attachment,,, tapi last attachment tuh cancel huhu~ tapi macam suka kot tak pegi sebab ape ntah time tuh... puasa eh? ke ape ntah haha~ short term memory defect...! =pp

tapi minggu lepas pOn agak hectic gak...
yela, selasa pegi temerlOh,,, rabu interbiu SPA T_T so,,, haha tak prepare langsung untuk clerk case!! dekat tangan asik pegang nOte untuk interbiu jek... xde dah ipOd ke, drug infO ke... hushus
bawak mims, bawak cpg,,, tapi sume tetinggal dalam beg. haha time nak simpan beg dalam loker just ingat nak amik nOte interbiu huhu deng!
dalam otak just ade NKRA, KPI, superbug, issue2 negara arab, pilihanraya, menteri2, bla bla and bla haha [at the end,,, none of these yang di tanya!! heh! (-_-'')]
lagi satu,,, time g hoshas nih sibuk mikir hal rehlah haha so saya pOn jadi kurang pasti saya pegi sana wat keje ke tak haha~

haaa! the main purpose of this post adalah untuk letak gamba nih haha~
jie... qayyum...

I could write for hours,
Use the finest words in Webster's
Fill pages upon pages with verse,,,
Only two words are needed,
Two words are everything I want to say,,,

Thank You...
(",)

haha~ wei! sorry eh kalo saya terEMO ke, terMARAH ke haha~
sorry and thank you!
lepas ni tatau ade lagi ke tak attachment...
hihi~ hoho~ lalalala~
ni dekat paediatric ward... ward melOr kalo tak silap...
i wish to gO to ward Dahlia huhu~ the mOst memOrable attachment...! \(^^)///

my FB status on Thursday,,, "a case of 2 months old baby with a febrile seizure, to rule out inborn error metabolism and meningitis"...

a very simple case,,, tapi... huhu
since ni first time clerk paed punya case... nak nanges rase huhu~
nak cari creatinine clearance pOn dah pancit...
heart rate, blood pressure sume pelik hahaha~
sume bende kene rujuk paed punya guidelines hoho~
time present, tengok pmacist tu pegang buku shank [betOil ka eja camni?] untuk paediatrics dose,,, dah rase nyesal tak beli buku tuh dengan matmin dulu haha~

adeh3. papepOn repOrt dah selamat anta... nervOus nak tunggu present nih...

Phenobarb! Phenytoin!,,, really hate u!!! (~_~')

candLe Lite DinneR a.k.a pOst SPA~

(^^)v
weewitt~~ =pp
minggu lepas busy sangat lepas interbiu SPA...
tak sempat nak masuk kan gamba-gamba candle lite dinner nih huhu
kalo befOre interbiu, ktOrg makan cake,,,
lepas interbiu ktOrg celebrate jugak...!

...Candle Lite Dinner...
hasil ilham asal by nurulhuda,,,
ditokok dan ditambah by nik ezmiza, nusaibah farhani dan jugak nurul amalina... \(^^)///

habis je nurulhuda interbiu on second day tuh,,, ktOrg amik die and pegi membeli barang-barang keperluan...
sambil-sambil tuh cari barang untuk camping...!! haha~
semangat sangat nak tido khemah huhu =p

after magrib,,, ktOrg mulakan operasi masak memasak yang berlangsung di T7 4.3...
sume ade 4 statiOn,,, means sOrg satu statiOn...
statiOn 1 --> coleslow [nik ezmiza]
statiOn 2 --> gOreng sOsej, bebOla daging, daging burger [nusaibah]
statiOn 3 --> mushroOm sOup + oniOn bread [nurulhuda a.k.a main chef =p]
statiOn 4 --> fries [nurul amalina --> haha statiOn nh la paling lambat =pp]

tak bole nak upload gamba setiap statiOn sebab tak di lulus kan oleh majlis hukum-hakam hehe~

kite tengOk gamba makan-makan je la eh (O_~)
Lokasi : Tasik IIUM yang terchenta...!!~ (^^)v

hihi~ ni candle lite versi malaysia~~
pinggan penuh dengan makanan...!!! =p
kalo dekat hotel xde la macam ni huhuhu~
siap on kan anti-mosquito lagik... nyamuk weyh...!!!


erkk... alhamdulillah~~~
kenyang sangat-sangat sampai rase nak baring-baring dekat situ... malas nak naik level 4 semula T_T
thanx kOrg 4 a great mOment~~~ i missed it 4ever \(^^)///

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

suruhanjaya pErkhidmatan awam~

(^^)v
alhamdulillah,,, selamat sudah saya di interview... =)
since saya orang yang ke-12,,, memang terseksa ah dok menunggu...
penat kot dok berdebar!
time giliran Qayyum masuk,,, saya dah tak reti duduk diam dah...
bile din leader masuk, heh! tak terkata dah berdebar cane huhu~
[still takot even dorg cakap rilex2 hahaha~]

tapi kan,,, takot-takot pon sempat lagi snap gamba hehe~
time nih din ade dekat dalam hehe~
riso gak dok posing-posing, sekali din bukak pintu kan... haha
tapi lepas saya amik gamba nih memang din kua. sekejap SANGAT din masuk... isk3...

bile dah naik angka giliran 2012 tuh,,, saya pun ketuk la pintu and masuk...
bagi salam and selamat sejahtera, Dato' suruh letak file and resume, then duduk.

Dato' suruh perkenal kan diri... same jek macam orang lain...

Cerita-cerita,,, Dato' tanya sedikit sebanyak pasal abah, business sume tu [dalam hati dok risau dah,,, TOLONG JANGAN TANYA SWASTA! huhu~] tapi alhamdulillah,,, die tak masuk pon bab swasta... dah bosan dah kot asik dok cakap sal swasta jek sebelum-sebelum nih hehe~

Dato' tu tanya pasal CGPA,,, and saya pon jawab la...

Then die dok pertikai kan nape tak bawak transkrip... hushushus~ mana cheq nak p tau kata kena bawak transkrip T_T

Dato' : ni kalau kamu setakat tulis dalam resume nih, kamu nak letak 4 pointer pon takde sape nak tau kan...

saya : insyaAllah saya dan kawan-kawan tak kan menipu...[hoho~~~ T_T]

Dato' : nanti kalo kamu dah berkerja, don't trust anybody even your friend. don't take anything for granted... bla bla bla

[gedebush! adeh3~] time nih dah pandang-pandang mr LeOng hehe~

Dato' : supply. macam mane? [--> tak expect die nak tanya pasal nih.ngat kan Dato' ni just tanya pasal general knowledge, issue cam tu]

saya : [dalam hati, bole completekan tak ayat tu T_T haha] mula-mula saya dok mengarut macam-macam, bla bla bla bla...

Dato' : tu dah jauh sangat tu,,, yang dekat je...

saya : err,,, buat order?

Dato' : haa. tau pun.. ape yang kamu kena amik tahu?

haha~ pastu cete ah pasal supply tu... nak order tu ape yang perlu ade (nama drug, kuantiti, price), pastu bile dah smpai barang order tu nak buat ape, nak cek ape, every single thing haha sampai la ke analysis untuk confirm kan drug tu [yang analysis ni saya macam blurr huhu~]

mr Leong : cik nurul amalina. kamu pernah dengar cold chain?

saya : angguk dan jawab, ya pernah. [dalam hati dah gelabah sebab tak bace langsung pasal storage! T_T]

mr Leong : ok. terangkan ape yang kamu tahu berkaitan dengan cold-chain.

er,,, em... hahahaha~ goreng.................... tapi macam rentung terbakar panggil bOmba~ T_T tau pasal insulin jek huhu~

then sesi mendengar counseling exclusive dari Dato' hehehe~ saya asyik angguk, ok, ya, senyum... huhu menyampuk sikit-sikit bila ade peluang... and end of the interview... =) time saya dah nak bukak pintu keluar, Dato' tu cakap good luck final exam,,, saya angguk+senyum+terima kasih and keluar....

tapi lepas keluar nih saya tak relieve betul lagi haha~ sebab saya baru teringat say tak tulis nama jawatan, tarikh, no. IC dekat ruangan yang di cop dekat resume tu huhuhu~ adeh3. cane la bole tak ingat langsung T_T

sebab tu la saya masuk balik bilik tu lepas sume orang dah selesai interview hehe~
tapi perasaan masuk kali kedua nih memang lain ah dari yang first tadi... boleh gelak-gelak, borak-borak ngan Dato' tu sebab die suruh saya duduk dulu sementara die cari resume saya sambil mulut die bercakap-cakap haha [time ni saya baru nak cakap saya number 12,,, tapi mr Leong cakap dulu.huhu die punya daya ingatan kuat ataupun die ingat minah ni la yang terkial-kial nak jawab soklan aku tadi... huhu T_T] =p
bile keluar kali kedua nih baru saya rase betul-betul lapang dada (^^)v
serius. sangat senang hati! \(^^)////

tanak cakap pasal aida yang tekun membaca suratkhabar =p tapi tengok angka giliran tu untuk bilik B : 2010... time ni Qayyum tengah di interview... jantung dah tak normal =p
tapi,,, bole lagi senyum =p
fokus dekat angka giliran =p 2011,,, waktu ni din Leader ade dekat dalam...

saya ade di belakang gambar tengah serbu Qayyum yang baru keluar haha~ nape saya cekak pinggang eh? haha dah tak stabil dah time tuh~~

(.") haa ni la sedikit sebanyak untuk dijadikan memory untuk diri sendiri hehe~
secebis pengalaman hidupku sebelum menempuh dunia realiti~~~ (^^)v

Saturday, February 19, 2011

thE Land where I was bOrn...!~

(^^)v

Rukun Negara:
  1. Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan [Belief in God]
  2. Kesetiaan kepada Raja dan Negara [Loyalty to King and Country]
  3. Keluhuran Perlembagaan [Supremacy of the Constitution]
  4. Kedaulatan Undang-Undang [Rules of Law]
  5. Kesusilaan dan Kesopanan [Mutual Respect and Moraliy]
Our nation is dedicated to...
  • achieve a greater unity for all peoples [mencapai perpaduan]
  • maintain a democratic way of life [memelihara sistem demokrasi]
  • create a just nation shall be equitably distributed [mencipta rakyat yg adil supaya kemakmuran dpt di nikmati secara adil dan saksama]
  • build a progressive society which shall be oriented to modern Sc and Tech [membina 1 masyarakat progresif yang menggunakan sc dan tech]

Jalur Gemilang / Stripes of Glory:
  • 14 alternating red + white stripes --> equal status in federation of 13 states & federal government
  • Blue --> unity of the people in M'sia
  • Yellow --> royal color of the Rulers
  • Crescent --> symbol of Islam
  • 14 pointed stars --> unity of federation of 13 states & federal government
  • Designed by --> Mohamed Hamzah [government architech] during flag design competition for national level, 28 Nov 1949
  • Officially named as 'Jalur Gemilang' on 31 August 1997 by --> Tun Mahathir Mohamad

National Flower:
  • Hibiscus Rosa Sinensis / Bunga Raya
  • Sinesis = Chinese
  • It is believed to have been brought to M'sia through early trade from its original home in China around 12th century
  • It is abundant throughout the country --> being chosen to be the national flower in 1960 by the 1st Prime Ministry, Tunku Abd Rahman Putra Al-Haj
  • 5 petals --> 5 principles of nationhood [Rukun Negara]
  • Red --> courage and unity of its people

National Anthem:

Negaraku...
Tanah tumpahnya darah ku...
Rakyat hidup...
Bersatu dan maju...
Rahmat Bahgia...
Tuhan kurniakan...
Raja kita...
Selamat bertakhta...

haha~ patriOtik sungguh post ini! =pp
ni belajar time sejarah form bape eh? i like sejarah very much (",)
benda simple and common, tapi tak mustahil bole lupa kalo tengah dok nervous! silap-silap rukun iman ngan islam pon bole tertuka...! (~_~')

cLinicaL phaRmacist~

(^^)v

Def --> it is a health speciality which describes the xtvt and sevices of the clinical pmacist to develop and promote the rational and appropriate use of medicinal products and devices.

it includes all the services performed by pmacists practising in hospitals, community pmacies, nursing homes, home-based care services, clinics and any other setting where medicines are prescribed and used.

it is more oriented to the analysis of population needs with regard to medicines, ways of administration, pattern of use and drugs effect on the patients.

Goals:
  1. Maximize the clinical effects of medicines [the most effective Tx]
  2. Minimize the risk of Tx-induced adverse events [monitor the S/S+advice on compliance]
  3. Minimize the cost of pharmacological treatment
Activities:

Consulting, Selection of Drugs, Drug Info, Formulation & Prep, Drug Use Studies & Research, TDM, Clinical trials, Pharmacoeconomy, Dispensation & Administration, Teaching & Training...

Services:

MTAC [warfarin, DM, asthma,...], Ward, DIS, TDM, TPN,.....

selamat majU jaya...!~

(^^)v haha~
semalam jalan-jalan tanpa arah tujuan + membuang masa bersama nusaibah and nik exmiza =pp
bukan la sebab free sangat or takde keje,,, keje belambak jek dok tunggu,,, tapi terasa nak jalan-jalan amik angin... haha~ [sedap kan ati]

jalan-jalan dekat Malay Town,,, jumpa satu bakery...
since memang dok ngidam nak makan kek icing,,, TERbeli la sebijik kek haha~ asal nak 1 slice jek =p
alang-alang menyeluk pekasam,,, ktorg pOn tulis la sOmething dekat kek tuh...
ala-ala macam celebrate diri sendiri dah \(^^)///


SepatOtnye die tulis,,,
"amal.s nik ciebah huda Good Luck SPA" =p
haish! akak ni cane SPA bole jadik SAP nih? (-_-') sabo ja lah...
die rase pelik kot nape tibe2 SPA,,, dah macam bunyik spa jek hehe~ kot2 la...
xpe2. janji mission terlaksana... heh!
next, mission ape lagi??? sebulan lebih je lagi nak cover nh... (~_~')

to all Rx6,,, selamat maju jaya untuk temuduga SPA nanti...!~
we are the cream among the cream...!!!

ingat lagi lagu nih? huhu~~ cepat nye masa berlalu

EXCELLENCE IN ALL WE DO IS OUR MISSION

Let us come along and get together
Affirm our faith in God and the Messenger
Light the flame of love in Him, warm and brighter
Hold the rope, and trust in Him forever
Divided we will (we’ll) fall, United we stand
Unity bears the fruit of unification
Triple I.C.E is ever our mission
Excellence in all we do is our vision

Chorus:-

We are the torchbearers, for the Ummah
Guided by the (-) Qur’an and Sunnah
Matriculation of IIUM
The gate of the (-) Garden, Knowledge and Virtue

Divided we will (we’ll) fall, United we stand
Unity bears the fruit of unification
Triple I.C.E is ever our mission
Excellence in all we do is our vision

Repeat Chorus 2x
(^^)v

Friday, February 11, 2011

salahKah akU~


(^^)v haha~ semalam wat status lagu nih...
to be hOnest, saya tatau pOn yang saya tulis tu lagu kah3!~ =pp

KesilapanKu KeegOanMu~ by Siti NurHaliza

Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku
Membuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Ku tak mungkin kau perlu di sisi

Besar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmu
Berkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknya
Kau ingin ku menyatakan
Diri ini bagai lilin
Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu

Suasana sepi kini menambahkan bening
Di dalam hatiku
Mengadil silapmu biar di jiwamu aku telah tiada
Di waktu begini diusik kenangan silam
Yang bertandang
Lalu ku biarkan
Ia menabahkan hati ini


Kekasihku cukup engkau buat ku begini
Luka ini usah engkau berdarahkan kembali
Aku masih cinta padamu
Aku masih setia padamu
Kembalilah engkau padaku seperti dahulu

Di dalam rindu ku menangis
Di dalam kalbu ku terasa
Teringatmu di kala derita
Yang memisahkan kita

Di dalam sedu ku berseru
Yang terukir di dalam hatiku
Kekasih bukalah pintu
Untuk sekali ini
Aku cinta kepadamu

perghh~ jiwang gile lirik! tibe-tibe leh berair lak mata.first time dengar lagu bole nanges.haha~
sebab tu tak suka sangat layan lagu melayu hoho~ menusuk kalbu! cewah3~ =p
kalo lagu omputeh tak bape nak paham betOl3 huhu~

ade lagi satu lagu siti,,, lirik last die;
Semoga kau dan aku akhirnya bersama, Aku kan menunggu walaupun seribu tahun lagi...
err,,, seribu tahun lagi?
tamau aih! time tuh dah tinggai tulang jek. beberapa tahun suda~~ overdOse punya jiwang hihi~

tapi,,, saya suka lagu kesilapanku keegoanmu.peace...!!!~~ (",)